After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.And you learn to build...
20 Dec 2006
15 Dec 2006
Stop the World, I wanna get off
I was goona post this on Wednesday (today is Friday) with good news about my life and how I'm coping. I has a marvelous time at Outspan Hotel in Mt. Kenya, wont go into details. It's beautiful place, and I wanna go back, this time with better company.Anyway, I came back and left for Kitengela same day....
5 Dec 2006
I'm (going) Psycho!!!!
It's late..and here I am wondering what is wrong with me. Just of nowhere, after seeing my pal, some hours ago my body just shut down and I had to check myself to a hospital. When i got there, i went into a trance, just like that! I just sat there, immobile.Nothing made sense. Everyone seemed to be moving around, lifting this and that, just confusing me, making so much noise and I wanted to scream...
Passion versus Money
My twisted life took a 360degree turn today. Yesterday (before i went bonkers), i had gone for a interview kind of thing. I call it that coz we kept drifting from the topic and talking about stuff about the industry, people, quotes...you know it ended up being more of a chat than an interview. I think that is how all interviews should be conduced. I think we learnt a thing or four from the conversation...
4 Dec 2006
Rise of the Phoenix...fall of the same.. and bastard men
I told Isabel that I was rising from the water and i felt like the phoenix and she had the nerve to correct me and say that the phoenix rose from the fire. whatever the case, i rose and i felt like what i imagine the phoenix must have felt...reborn!I have had a feelings conflicting week that made me question the essence of life and why we bother living at all. don't be so quick to judge and relax,...
