An empty shellblown away by the windsdistanced from it's familiar shoresdesolate, hopeless and lostunsure of what the future holds...A dry leafdetached from the security of the treethreatened by the harshness of the worldwithered, crackly, almost rotten...A frozen dropcondensed alone in eternal coldaway from the rays so bright and warmhard, chilly, and frigidthawing seems foreign a wordA dying flameleft...
8 Nov 2007
Defiant Me
They called the heavensIt poured insteadIt was to help me, they saidMy heart turned as black as the ravensThey held endless meetingsTo seek divine interventionThey said I needed redemptionThey didn't ask of my feelingsThey coaxed and cajoledWailed ululated and burnt incenseClaiming it was to return my innocenceThey believed I'd been misledThey tortured my mindSaid I wasn't the child I was supposed...
14 Jun 2007
Production is my hobby;Sleeping is my career - My job defined
I have been silent, for (a) reason (s). I have been learning. Both willingly and not so willingly. In a way that I enjoyed ii and in ways I wished I did not. I have been under anesthesia for a surgery that I kept putting off until I could not anymore. Then one day it dawned on me that no one is going to go and do it on my behalf. I know that is obvious, but it's until you have been there and only...
1 Jun 2007
When Queer Ain't
I don't intend to encourage people to blame everything on the way they were brought up, but then, that happens to be the root of my contention. Most of the beliefs and opinions that we embrace can be directly or indirectly attributed to our upbringing. I my case, it's quite the latter, indirectly. It's actually more of inversely proportional. I was brought up on a one-way highway to heaven; bible...
21 May 2007
Me
I am a woman, a film producer, a sister, a daughter, and a girlfriend.I tell myself that I can write, and the world seems to agree with me- the part of the world that read me anyway. I write my thoughts, some of which might note make sense. Scratch that. Most of which.I live with the most incredible man; the best thing that has ever happened to me is having him in my life. We have two suicidal cats,...
15 May 2007
The Goodbye - Tribute to Lydia Nyakweba
I did not know about the missing KQ flight until my b/f called me. And when he told me that it had gone missing over Cameroon, my mind backtracked. A couple of weeks before he left, we went out to listen to rock at Zeep one Wednesday.It was one of those days when you bump into people you have not seen in ages, and you get amazed by how much time has passed and how people have not changed. That day...
6 May 2007
Selfish Bastard!!
I have always considered my self to be one forgiving person. DVP says he knows no matter how angry I am - I get over it 5 minutes later and usually, he is right. True, I find it hard to stay angry. It's like when I get angry, I get into this dark world inside of me, torturous and very unearthly. I hate being angry, but as I write this I'm fucking pissed.Why I am pissed? I'm pissed at men. Men who...
25 Apr 2007
Memoirs of a Non- Danish Princess I
Everything has an end; especially those that you never want to. Like a nice long holiday in one of the world's most beautiful islands, or a candlelit dinner by the beach with the waves lapping gently on the reefs and the shores, like making love in the calmness of the ocean in the middle of the night,...
13 Apr 2007
Sun Sand and sex... not in that order...
It just hit me that I have never gone on holiday per se. I mean, I have taken few days off tom have fun, but to actually travel, do nothing, be unreachable, sleep in a nice hotel, shop and just lie around…not really. Well, now I'm, on one. In Zanzibar… because DVP decided that he love me so much , wants me all to himself, and wants a romantic holiday with the woman of his life.And since I'm not supposed...
Fighting Stumps...
I was supposed to have blogged these weeks ago. But things happened and I kept postponing it. And I kinda felt that I owed you, the reader an update of what has been happening in my life since I claimed that I was bonding. Claimed... not really, we really were doing that.
So I go for a shoot at the...
19 Mar 2007
The Reckoning
So i quit my job today. And i say that in the calmest way possible. It feels funny, not coz i quit the job, but coz I'm sitting in a cyber to type in this, a place i have not visited in the last couple of years... perks of working in an office. plus I'm sitting next to DVP. Yep, he's back, and no telltale feathers on his clothes, so I'm still investigating to see if he was really with the real birds!Have...
1 Mar 2007
The Danish Viking Prince.. A Fairy Tale by Dark Angel Prt II
He has been gone for 31 days now. I'm not counting; I actually had to pause to look at the calendar... Well, I remember the day he left, and I know today's date…He is coming back before 15th March he says. I don't know why I've thought of him today, more than I have ever done since we met. And they were not only thoughts of him as my boyfriend, but him as a man too. The man who is not scared to go...
27 Feb 2007
The Rise and Fall of MySpace
I've had a week from Helven. That is that gray area where Hell starts and Heaven ends, where you cannot really tell if the Sulphur is burning you too much or the divine winds are calming you. I've laughed and I have cried. I've loved and I have not loved so much. I do get motion sickness, especially emotions motion. Those are the most horrible of all rides.I've had to question my feelings for the...
8 Feb 2007
Of birdwatching grooms
Haven't talked for a while… well, things been happening, and not really happening at the same time. I feel like I've been progressing, only to look back and feel like I've going under, and since I my eyes are still above the ground, I do not notice that my depth of field is getting smaller***DVP (Danish Viking Prince) left for Uganda, for what is meant to be a month. Meant to be since he happened...
22 Jan 2007
Bi-curiousity
Being the liberal open-minded person that I am (claim to be), I set out to finding once and for all, whether I was all-the-way straight or half-bent… as that would be the opposite. Might as well before waking up one day, hubby, 2.5 kids, a dog and picket fence years down the line, only to discover that I love of the feminine body feel, apart from mine, of course. I do have my fights as to why one...
9 Jan 2007
The Danish Viking Prince.. A Fairy Tale by Dark Angel Prt I
Did not want to blog during Christmas just in case anyone felt sorry for me...not that you would have had time to read this that day anyway.. I think Christmas, like other 'love/romantic/ family holidays are overrated. I mean, everyone would rather stay indoors and just chill, instead of pushing through throngs of people to buy presents you can always get on any other given day (forget the fact that...
